My mom has a plaque hanging in her house that says something to the effect of "Lord, help me remember that nothing will happen to me today that you and I can't handle together." It helped me to see that. It's a great reminder that I cannot do this on my own. I need to ask for help from people when I need it, but most of all I need to turn to God about it. I don't think I was given endometriosis and PCOS because I am stronger than someone else who does not have it. The Lord will help me through my pain, through my medicine side effects, and anything that comes my way. The road may not be easy, but I know it won't be lonely.
I called my doctor's office today. My first Lupron injection will be tomorrow afternoon. I am nervous about it, but trying to keep in mind that everyone experiences medicine side effects differently. I will just take it one day at a time, and see what comes. I was in Barnes & Noble earlier today (I can't stay away.) walking around looking at the bargain books. All of sudden I had a sharp pain hit me. It felt like someone stabbed me right in my pelvis. I almost feel over. I'm glad that I had stopped (I was on my way back home from my mom's), otherwise I would have been driving when this hit. It seems like I get these pains frequently, outside of the everyday cramping. I really pray that the Lupron helps to relieve my pain. Tomorrow is L-day!
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